Surrender~

oh why oh why do i forget sometimes that i've surrendered my life to Jesus~!:)

Seriously though, like thats a pretty important thing to remember daily right. I'm no longer mine own, by he is the new captain of this ship~

Again was hit with my never ending trust issues... i need to get over like a leader use to say alot, just get over it.

But while in a rush to get to the bank, but going to stop for a cup of joe real quick..... I ran into a old freind who i met through my mom. She owned a store next to my moms. NAyways. She'd always talk bout new agey things, an be reading the newest self help from budda books:)
I never mentioned my faith to her, or rebuked her for her search.. Bu one day she said there was something different about me. That when she was with me she felt at peace...

I was so excited when she said this, becuase i was praying for a moment to share Jesus to her, for she was going through a togh time. she knew i was a chritain an missionary, but not by me sayin it but my mom:)
nay how the whole summer after she alowed me to tell her about Jesus and the peace an healing and hope he brings, We would talk an share the crazieness that life threw at us.. I then was off to missions again. Leaving at a place where she now was church searching an trying to connect with those who arn't everyday hard drinkers an materialistic, like her past was..

anyways; i never have seen her for a couple years. And ran into to her!!!!!

For the first time she was totally different, i saw a face change, a new vibe from her, like not worried or frantic. But peace~
She said oh tedi....(even though my name was changed..) she said, 2 years ago i gave my life over to christ! For 2 years i havn't touch alcohol! I surrendered my life to Jesus, and i've never felt so good in my life!

I was stoked, how the holy spirit had led her to truth an love and forgiveness, i could have cried but bc i was in a hurry i played it safe. i think. think i'll cry later.lol
But this just really spoke to me bout surrender!;ok katies here were watching funny people..

Adious. Merry christmas.lol