anti iching cream:)

The ache, or ich
Sometimes i don't realize how much i miss my sister, but just go on each day, forgeting everything she was too me. I don't like this. I wish i'de spend more time reflecting bout the times we had. She meant so much to me when she was here. My eldest sister and a mom to me. Its weird thinking what she'd look like now, or being doing, and her journey with Jesus would look like.
I often forget how i lost my big sister, but also how my now big sister lost her big sis also.
I'm so glad that i can b there for vik this time as she's going through her 2nd kid/ pregnaucy. I know its hard not having Zandee to be there also.

The ich an ache; is what my fav pastor step called wehn your missing something an can't figure it out.. It leads to going too the world to fill it.
Most of the times it can just b u don't kknow jesus an his love, others times it can be things you've lost an desired to b back to normal.

I'm remebered tonight, of Zandee, and know this is a ich for me, i desire so much to see her again an wonder what she's say~ GOd has promised me i'de see her agian, an that she belives in my life here. I worship GOd that he is the answer to the ichs, an aches; when we come to him, he desires to fill us up in his love an words....
Thanks God for being the center of my life~!