merry christmas:)!?

SO once again another time of not writing consistantly, it must be the weather:)

So yesterday was quite a day i guess.Work was fine an loved the sun shining all day out side by the lake:) smiles for sure

While knowing my brother was coming home an my freind havin a get to gether with some gals i havn't seen for a bit~
These all seem like good times, an christmas music just adds that touch right. But there sometimes i wish the season would pass by. People seems so artifitial an willing to do whatever to please other people so that Chrsitmas would be good. But is it possible when theres still much termiol thats never been delt with. Seriously do u think a week of fuzzy snowmen an fake christmas trees with patch the heartbreak, the dissapointments and the lies.
Well i'de say no why would it?

but then i glance again, at the meaning of the time... what a awesome time to have reconciliation in those parts of your life in which are waiting for healing!

I'm such a jerk i think.. well from my past i would call myself one.. just because now i love confrontation now. Before i would ignore it. But i really think that, people should tak these times of getting together to be real with each other!

So first 3 minutes of fam getting together argueing already, i'm thinking how the hec can i get the through this next wk! I can't anylonger just ignore additudes an words being spoken....... Can we at least consider each other!!!

Next. my freind says she's feeling suicidal after a hard breakup, i don't realy understand it all, but it sadden me that such amazing young lady could come to that place:( I hadn'e seen her for a very long time, an she has always been a awesome freind an gift from GOd to me. she was my first christian freind at 16. She has been through so much junk sence i saw her last. I mean, i think its a miricle she is still alive, bc of the things that happened to her:(

I guess what i'm getting at is depsite this time of year when everyone so focused on trying to give the right thing or be the right thing, i guess it comes down to love.
We all need it:) and i hope that the world won't forget Jesus, an how despite what we tryto find in the world, there is always a King waiting to be are everything!

What i put my trust in other then God can surely sweep away.. i really desire to know him more this season, instead of what i don't have or what i need to get! Or whoever i believe i have to please.. because my life is no longer mine, but belongs to God!
What pleases God is a heart set on him:)