So its late an i can't sleep, i have a million an one songs in my head to write but to tired to jot down, an seriosly illiteret when it comes to tuning my guitar!!!!!ger

I'm at place of being dependant on GOd. Even though i think i've been for a very long time. I'm realizing more an more how, when i'm at this place.. I'm really happy:) I realize that each day makes sence- An if i doesn't, it does in his eyes..lol

I listen to a song today, an old song we use to sing in art class an pertend we thought enrique eiglasious was hot..lol
I can be your hero baby song...An it clicked to me, How this is GOds whisper in our ears daily. i can be your hero!
Its awesome to think that this amazing GOd. Wants or even desires to be there for me when i can't do it on my own.
I'm so glad he understands me, an puts me in place of waiting trusting an desiring him. Because i would not understand him-
He's in control, and i love it! its that simple...
In my heart i'm feriated at so much injustice an pain in the world. But when i remember the crss, an the suffering Jesus went through it remeinds me.. this life is not what its all about...
GOd is love an GOd is just

By the way. My nephew is amazing i babysat him today an i just fall more an more in love wiht him. I'm so thankful for the time GOd is giving me to get to know an see this little bugger... tried to teach him how to line dance today. was adorable. He then pulled out his fake revolver an began shooting.. My sister an dave, have come a long way. i'm so proud of them, an really glad they are good parents who desire the best for their children. ..
okay i think i can sleep now.. weird how tping makes me tired.. lol